I wish that was the case with my brain haha
It has been about 3 months since my concussion and I have been feeling a lot better. I do not get tired as easily, nor do I get migraines as often! :)
My MRI did not show any permanent or outstanding damage. Therefore, I am elated! I should be back to normal in about 3 more months.
Currently, I am back attending college and loving it as I have always loved school and learning. I still get very anxious because I don't know how testing and memory will go just yet. But I have to stay positive! Otherwise, I may just freak myself out and think that I can't do simple tasks, like getting decent grades.
I am not the smartest person.. I did not drop my fitness and conditioning class. I am sticking with it for some reason. I am not able to run without getting very dizzy, so I work out on the bikes mainly. It's not as fun, but it is working out and I am getting into good biking shape for riding with my dad and uncle when I get home! So that is the bright side lol
Mainly, I believe my fear of being left behind because of my difficulties is stupid. I plan on getting over this fear very very soon. Wish me luck haha
(Late classes also help out a lot with my rest)
I'm actually, very often, paranoid about something else. When I leave my room, I am in constant fear of hitting my head on something, or someone throwing something and it getting away from them and hitting my head.
Hmm.. so I have been having some mixed feelings lately.
As much as I love school, it is not the same without my best friend. It is also not the same, as everyone else is somewhere different. This is taking some getting used to. Though, I do believe it is good for me. Finally getting that college experience I left in the first place to get.
To keep myself busy, I do homework a lot. I also write letters to my loved ones. I made a vow this year to work harder because of my injury. I really hope that this pays off. I don't want this to mess up my G.P.A. at all.
By the way, this drive for good grades does not come from overly strict parenting, it comes from within. I am the one obsessed with my grades, my parents have been lenient with me for most of my life, especially in high school.
Recently, feeling down about not being with my best friend has been okay. We talk often and watch a movie together online almost every night. I really like it a lot. He also works with me on most of my math homework. And when he doesn't, it's nice that he keeps me company (even if it is just over the internet). I hope that we can keep this up for a while, at least for this semester. I love you, mi mejor amigo <3 (But you don't read this, so you're missing out on some love there.. haha)
Museums are a strange breed. Interesting to learn about as well. I will leave it at that. For now.
Word of the Day: purloin
Verb :: To take or carry away for one's self; hence, to steal; to take by theft; to filch.
That sounds like a fun word.
